Sunday, December 19, 2010

smiley sunday!

hi bloggies! happy day to you!
only.......
6 more days till christmas!
i can
NOT
believe
it.
seriously.
where does the time go?

it seems like i was so prepared......and then, well, life kind of swooped in and thru
my whole world upside down and now
i am not
ready.

i did a little shopping last night with a cute little friend of mine.
ok, she's not really little....as in like 'little people'....she is 5'5 ! and beautiful!
we had a total girls night out/in.

shopping. coffee. pizza.

i mean that makes life good right??

i wish it were that easy.....

i prayed this morning for strength and to help heal my hurting heart. i pray
everyday for that. i know time heals all wounds but this
is rough.

how do you go thru the holidays trying to smile on the outside when
your heart is breaking
to
pieces on the
INSIDE?

not fair.

everyone says that god gives us 'challenges' to make us stronger. he will
never give us more than we can
handle.

but gosh darn it. i thought by this time in my life that things would be easy!

anyway,
today the little princess' and i are going to see 'a christmas carol'.......
and
dinner.
another
totally
fun
girls day
OUT!

thank goodness for those beautiful dolls because they have been my venting ground, my strength
and
MY
SANITY!

love you guys! xoxo

my middle princess. or princess # 2, as commonly referred, keeps
posting the most prevailing, strong words, picture, quotes
on my facebook wall
EVERY DAY! it gives me
guidance and trust, knowing that i am strong and will
get thru
this
heartbreaking time in my life!

i hope you are all out doing some kind of holiday fun stuff with your friends
and
families.....

drink some of this yumminess.......

well, i had lots more holiday pics, but for whatever reason.....
my computer will not upload.
wth?

ughhh.

every time i try to do one little thing, i seem to get roadblocked.......god is testing me....i
just know
it!

have a blessed smiley sunday and i hope you all get your last
minute gifts wrapped, goodies baked and enjoy this holiday week!

xoxo
t

1 comment:

Elizabeth said...

I do think the strength we gain during difficult times has a lot to do with how we choose to heal. Surround yourself with those who love you and bring you happiness...last year when my world seemed to stop, I dived into the book The Secret {she has a new book out now too} and I also reread Who Moved my Cheese. Try to keep things in perspective and really, you are only human...one day at a time. Merry Christmas to YOU!