Tuesday, December 28, 2010

tuesday!

hi friends!
i dont have a great topic to discuss~
(do i ever, really?!)
does anyone have any
new years resolutions?
i never like to make resolutions.
i feel like, after about a week.....(or two days....)
they fall by the wayside.
i just
want
to
find
HAPPINESS.
i want to fill my life with people, items, things, ANYTHING,
that
can bring me
THIS:

joy: [noun]; the emotion of great delight or happiness caused by something exceptionally good or satisfying.

what brings you joy?
i found this over at

and it made me

SMILE.
BIG.

big smiles and heartwarming things are hard to come by these days. i'm not going to lie.

however, i am convinced that with some hard work, help of my loving family and friends,
i will truly find
love,
hope,
peace
and so much more!

what are your new years resolutions? what do you do when you are sad?!?

happy tuesday bloggies! you all make me smile........BIG!
xoxoxo

Sunday, December 19, 2010

smiley sunday!

hi bloggies! happy day to you!
only.......
6 more days till christmas!
i can
NOT
believe
it.
seriously.
where does the time go?

it seems like i was so prepared......and then, well, life kind of swooped in and thru
my whole world upside down and now
i am not
ready.

i did a little shopping last night with a cute little friend of mine.
ok, she's not really little....as in like 'little people'....she is 5'5 ! and beautiful!
we had a total girls night out/in.

shopping. coffee. pizza.

i mean that makes life good right??

i wish it were that easy.....

i prayed this morning for strength and to help heal my hurting heart. i pray
everyday for that. i know time heals all wounds but this
is rough.

how do you go thru the holidays trying to smile on the outside when
your heart is breaking
to
pieces on the
INSIDE?

not fair.

everyone says that god gives us 'challenges' to make us stronger. he will
never give us more than we can
handle.

but gosh darn it. i thought by this time in my life that things would be easy!

anyway,
today the little princess' and i are going to see 'a christmas carol'.......
and
dinner.
another
totally
fun
girls day
OUT!

thank goodness for those beautiful dolls because they have been my venting ground, my strength
and
MY
SANITY!

love you guys! xoxo

my middle princess. or princess # 2, as commonly referred, keeps
posting the most prevailing, strong words, picture, quotes
on my facebook wall
EVERY DAY! it gives me
guidance and trust, knowing that i am strong and will
get thru
this
heartbreaking time in my life!

i hope you are all out doing some kind of holiday fun stuff with your friends
and
families.....

drink some of this yumminess.......

well, i had lots more holiday pics, but for whatever reason.....
my computer will not upload.
wth?

ughhh.

every time i try to do one little thing, i seem to get roadblocked.......god is testing me....i
just know
it!

have a blessed smiley sunday and i hope you all get your last
minute gifts wrapped, goodies baked and enjoy this holiday week!

xoxo
t

Saturday, December 18, 2010

festive saturday!

its the weekend before
Christmas!!!
i would love to hear from all of you and
learn what's on the agenda
this weekend!

i have had a busy, emotional, sad week.
i made the decision to
move out.
yes.
here i am.....
(well, i moved last weekend, yes, two weeks before xmas)
i
feel that
the things in my relationship with my significant other
were not
going
in the right
direction. (yes, even tho i referred to him as the 'hubs') we
were not 'legally' married.
its just a piece o paper right? well sort of.

i think you come to a point in your life when you feel
if you are not
completely
happy,
then you need to decide
what to do.

i am VERY sad. i miss him. i miss our togetherness, our talks, our silliness.
(you are probably like, why the F did you leave then?)
i think that there are a lot of factors that
played in my decision. without getting
too deep and depressing all of you for god's sake,
i felt like our relationship was not where it should have been
and i felt many times that my feelings were not taken into
consideration, big or small.


but here nor there, i hate being sad. especially this time of year.

sooooo i want all of you to cheer me up!

tell me all your fun holiday plans so i can live vicariously through you!

today i attended my FIRST ZUMBA classs!

wooooo! hoooooo!

ooooohhhh myyyyyyy gooodnessssss!

what an amazing workout! and fun none the less!!

i went with princess # 2 and # 3. then princess # 3 decided to 'teach' us some floor
moves. omg. my thighs, butt and hips better look
amazing SOON! i was dying!

tonight, i am headed out to go christmas shopping and have a fun girls night with a friend!

please keep me in your prayers and hearts. this year has been a rough way
to go.
i am excited that 2011 will be new and offer many exciting opportunities!

happy holidays,
love,
t

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

hello lovies!

it has been WAY
way
way
too long!

yes, it appears that i may have fallen off the beaten path......and i did.....for
almost 3 months.
but, i have had a lot going on in my little end of the world.

my sweet, beautiful, loving sister
lost
her
fight
to
cancer, sept. 28th, 2010.

if you have ever lost a family member, a close friend, a pet (yes, i did just say that).....you know how much your
heart
can
ache.

its the most awful feeling. i feel blessed that she was a part of our
lives and touched so many people.
she had almost 500 visitors at her wake and every single
one of them
were so sincere with their kind words.

thankfully, she did not suffer long, but it was so fast. there were
so many things i wish i would have done with her, or said.

i am also going thru some personal relationship issues and i
feel that this blog helps me focus on fun things instead
of negative energies!!!

soooo i want to just say happy holidays to all
of you!

thanks for taking the time to read about me......
my trials, tributes, tribulations, triumphs......

life works in mysterious ways and i feel
VERY
strongly that GOD has an amazing plan for
ME!!

love,
terri