Sunday, April 3, 2011

smiles on sunday

so happy sunday funday!

my mood has improved about 10%. 

i have cried a lot of tears. what the hey.

i decided i cry a lot. 

is this like some huge discovery? 
um. no.

i cry at just about anything. 

(i cried watching that dumb show MOBBED the other night)

but, anywhosies,  i went out after my 'engagement' discussion 
and 
tried to cure my mood with a  little retail therapy.

and
then
ate 
a big
fat 
f'ing 
gyro.
with extra sauce.
oh. 
fries.
too.
i can feel them stuck to my hips as we speak.

i can't sleep. it is only 6:10 on sunday morning 
and 
i am being honest.

my feelings are VERY hurt. 

whatever.

i prayed a lot last night and know that the big guy
upstairs will handle this 
as it's supposed 
to 
go 
down.

in the interim. 
what can i do?

think.
worry.

i guess my whole thought about the situation is this:

don't tell me one thing, make oodles of promises, beg me,
and then when you 
get comfortable 
you decide
you 
are 
not 
ready.

here's a thought. don't say anything. 

don't make promises you have no intention of keeping.

you know the old saying: 

why buy the cow when you can get the freaking milk for FREE?!?

who's the dumb one here, really?!?

ok. done ranting. 

onto fun stuff.

stuff that will truly make me smile.
and hopefully you TOO!



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like really? how can you not think this is the sweetest lil pic, eva? 

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woof.

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i bet he'd want to marry me.

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hahahahahahaha

ribbet.

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there is something really weird about this......but it sort of made me giggle.

meow.

moving right along.....who do we have here?!?

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it's a hamster. on a leash. yep.

and last but not least.

i want to snuggle with him:

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source: pinterest, squirrels007

k, i am off to do some laundry.

today princess # 2, makes her way back from her million mile 
bike ride!

she has rode in hail, freezing weather and says her BUTT hurts like hell.
god bless her.
say a prayer that all the little bikers make it back safely!

love. you. bye.
xoxo

1 comment:

Tiffany @ Simply Shaka said...

Oi vey, I read your post from yesterday and I don't know what to say :( I don't think you are asking too much at all, you told him what you want, how you feel, etc and thats all you can do and DO deserve all of that and to be happy.

Hope things get better, at least you get to see your daughter today after her ride! Hugs to you!!

PS-I'm a crier too, I was walking Lincoln yesterday and started crying when I thought of something sentimental, ugh.